I Lost My Beloved Cat..

~ My Beloved One... ~

yesterday , on 21th FEB 2012.. it might my nightmare .. Because I lost my cat... I mean its DEAD already.. how sad it is.. I cant believe it, now it is gone forever.. I cry it, without NANSTOP!! why it is happen to me??!! WHY?? I love it most!! Now, i'm forever alone.. I've no friend or be my side.. even playing together.. I MISS YOU, CHOMMYE!! yes, I do miss you.. now you're not with me anymore.. I'm glad that, we spend our time TOGETHER.. ouh gosh, I cant stop think of you!! why?? because I really love you..deep inside my HEART.. I hoping that we still can play longer with me.. but it wouldn't happen, right??  I'm weak right now.. I'm run out of energy!! I cry so hard for you!! I cant stand, or look how you die.. how about your baby?? Chydow, Chybie and Chyfoe?? they will miss you too.. I dont know, how long I'll accept it that you gone right now.. even I see you picture, its make me cry.. I adopt you on 7th Januari 2012.. how long it is, you with me?? maybe, its take time for me to accept that you're not longer with me anymore... what a crazy day!! I keep thinking of you!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH , CHOMMYE <3 .. I know, it is hard at the beginning... But I try my best.. to be stronger ... well, i cant lie to myself.. that I'm not stronger enough, to face this kinder situation.. the harder I try.. its  feel me horrible =,=" ... I cant replace you, because you're my first pet that I take home.. and you're the first make my family HAPPY!! I know, you have give us a baby.. but still, you're the most I love and my beloved pet..

:: I hoping that, someone will cheer me up.. but it doesn't .. NO ONE .. =,=" its like, I'm walking alone .. even you're a animal but its like you my sister to me and my friend.. I dont like this situation ... I HATE IT .. i hate that when I lost the something that I really love!! this way, make me feel to HATE everybody!! I now, its not good to give up ..


:: I'm getting tired already.. hmm... wanna take some rest ..