Confused About What??

~ to be honest, im lil bit confuse about "what happen just now" ... all around me, make me confuse!! i hate it.. there many thing just happen on this day.. A good news and a bad news for me... but seriously i cant stand all about this. yeahh, for goodnews is on this friday (20th APRIL) there's a "pre-test on driving... im happy to heard it.. but at the same time im lil bit nervous.. because it's not only me be going on that test.. maybe 5 to 10 and so on will take a test too.. ^_^ .. then 1 week after that, these a test for JPJ test (30th APRIL) .. hmm ky, i guess thts for  goodnews.. now for the badnews, oww gosh i dnt knw where should i strt.. hee~

~ im wondering, if you wanna give to someone she/he a gift.. will you take it back?? if you take it back, so tht mean the gift tht u've gave is doesn't genuine, am i right?? GIFT, is you know.. wht is mean for?? giving something to someone but suddenly he/she take it back or wanna take it from u.. just because you brokeup with he/she or something else... T_T im not sure why, some people will do tht.. seriously, i wanna know whts is the reason they do tht... alright then, if it so... all your things, tell he/she return it to you also... know its pair right?? hihihihi... you return his/her... and he/she return all you things to you... or just retyrn his/her stuff but for your just tell tem to keep it.. as long they want it..

~ yupz.. there's many kind of PEOPLE out there... some of them has a good attitude but some of them not, some of them nice but some of them a evil.. how many people, that u meet?? do you like their act or else?? hmmm... people CANNOT change THEM to be good or something, accept THEY WANT TO CHANGE THEIR DALY LIFE.. if not, it just useless and wasting your energy to tell them that and that and that... (blalalalalalala)... but however, dont ever revenge it toward them.. just keep nice with it.. SMILE, and ignore all those evil thinking...

~ forgiving is a good solution than REVENGE it.. so, remember... each people has their on personality or a reason WHY THEY DO THAT you.. :)

Disappointed

::: Am I give up already ?? WHY?? what should I do that??


I don't know, what should I say.. but for sure, today is the worse day ever in my life!! it can't be !! o.O .. huuu ~~ I feel like, I've been sliced into pieces... ouhh gosssshhhh, only GOD know how I feel right now... I don't get it.. I even enter any of it... {im wondering that, im not good enough??} I don't know how to say.. im became speechless person... blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.............. >,< i hate there feeling... need someone to came me comfortable but i dont know who?? if i've someone, maybe i just create horrible things... " I JUST GIVE UP ALREADY " its useless... i just can't..  there's nothing i can apply in this moment... all been done!! the answer can't be change.. its already been judge... im wondering, what kinda person am i?? useless, speechless, ect...

~ i know, theres no turning back... if i regret now, its still doesn't work either.. my pass, is now just my history in my life.. if i give up now.. what will happen to my future?? if i can see, what will happen in my future.. I can see, what i do and some else... am I stupid ?? yeahh.. it could be.. clever enough for doing something unpredictable... maybe i just LOSE my mind... seriously, am i flying without wings... dreaming thats even come true.. hmm just call it as USELESS ...


~ now i understand, why some people wouldn't believe with me.. they can judge me from my attitude, am i right?? lets we take a look, between ME and MY LIL SISTER... hmmm.. she smarter than me, she clever than me.. what else?? everthing in her... even my parents can't believe me, or what i dreaming for!! =,=" yeahh, you can say me "IM JEALOUS WITH SHE" ... who am i?? yeahh, i know that GOD create human being as a HIS choice to make the WORLD done!! but till now, im still wondering... "I MADE OF WHAT KINDA PURPOSE??" seriously i dont get it... everthing that i do.. it doesn't make good thing... i always involve in the trouble.. T_T ... how sad am i...


~ lifes must go on.. yeahh i know that!! but i fade-up !! just can't !! if i just cry a lot and a lot... and a lot... it just useless.. maybe i just a useless person after all..  let the time pass me by.. waiting its gonna ends...